It starts...

It's funny how you know you want to write and you start thinking about how you can get it all out there and then you finally think of a blogger name and get all set up to start and nothing. You have no idea what to write about and everything you wanted to write about suddenly leaves. It would probably also help if I was running on more than a few hours of sleep and not complete exhaustion but that won't happen for at least another 20 years...maybe...

There has been a whole lot of crazy shit going on in my life over the last 2 years and I needed some way to get it out there and get it out of my head. I mean, the last 15 years have been a complete whirlwind but the shit really hit the fan 2 years ago and, needless to say, it has really taken a hold of me. Through these posts there will be a lot of ranting and probably more information than you care to read. This blog is more for me to take all of the crap that I've been going through and have somewhere to vent it out.

I promised myself that for 2015 I would take control of my life and really focus on my own mind, body and soul. The "body" part I am working on and getting better everyday at eating healthier and being more active. I have also made it a point to get my physical in and really make sure to add as many years as I can to this one body that I have. The soul part is a bit more difficult and kind of transforms with me as I go on this journey but I have yet to figure out exactly what I need to do in that department. As for my mind, this blog is the first step. I have always found writing to be relaxing and very healing. I find out a lot about myself by writing it all down and putting the words that keep floating around in my head on paper. It helps to take all of that tension and frustration and just melt it away.

So here's to this new adventure and figuring out what is really going on inside that crazy, mixed up head of mine.